I got to hold my babies for the first time today.  We went down to the NICU around 2:30 pm and found out it was about time to do their "care time" where we would be allowed to hold them, feed them, and eventually take temperature and change diapers.  I asked if I could hold them, and they recommended that I do the "kangaroo hold" where they put him on skin to skin to bond with them.  I heard that antibodies are transferred through the skin to help them fight illness, which is incredible!  When she handed him to me and put him on my chest, I almost lost it!  Feeling his tiny body being warmed by mine was the most amazing thing, and it melted my heart.  I can't imagine what life would be like without them in it.  
Around 9 pm tonight, we were around for another care time, where I got to hold Josiah and feed him.  That too was amazing!  To be around while he's learning what it's like to eat, suck, swallow, and breathe in a rhythmic motion was quite something to experience.  After he was done, I just held his tiny body in my arms and stared at him.  
 We found out that both boys are starting to show a little jaundice, but Josiah has bilirubin levels that are higher than Jayce's and looks like they'll be doing a bit of phototherapy tomorrow.  Their first tanning experience!  
Being a Daddy is the best! 
 
 
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